Revision

1.40 am now. Just back from supper with frens. We chat for a while. Now going to start my revision. Monday is exam. Need to pass these 3 papers. Then will apply job. Hopefully everything will be smooth for me. Please pray for me.

Feel sleepy pulak. Have to wash face and study. Ok babai.


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Death of a loyal servent

So sad. Our 15 year old Toshiba washing machine is dead today. My mum won this machine in lucky draw at her company( Toshiba) family day function. It was my best buddy coz it gave me freedom from doing laundry manually. Sigh... I love u fren..






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Miami Ink

Now I know the real reasons people getting tatoos. In remembrance of the dead ones, fighting the inner demon, showing their love to the family and frens, freedom from depression. Now i feel like getting one too. But scared of the pain.


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February

February is here. Holiday season. But need to finish my exam on the 8,9 and 11th this month. Not even 1 week to prepare. This month I have alot of things to accomplish. Have to think wisely before act. No more acting on impulse. I am going to be 31 this month. Getting older but not wiser.. Sigh.. Need to improve myself and learn from the past mistakes.

Yesterday we went for dinner at the crab place at Tebrau. Actually we went to Grand Straits Garden. But they were having a private function. So dissapointed. Next time must book first.
















Three of us with Naidu anne and family. The boy requested clam but end up we are the one finished it. The fish was good. The most expensive dish was brocoli with scallop. Then we went for a cup of masala tea at Habib and chat. Today just stayed home doing house chores. Ate bubur ayam mcd for lunch and share Bah Ku Teh with my bro for dinner. Hungry now. Will try sleep so wont hace to eat. Will cont the revision tomorrow.

Good nite..

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Guilty

Typing this without my spec. So please ignore the typos. Couldnt sleep. Feeling guilty. I've cane V for the silly mistakes he made in the maths homework I gave. Should be 11 times but at the 7 stroke he started crying. I know my hubby was angry with me but he didnt say anything. I feel pity see him crying but i didnt say or do anything to stop him. Later after everybody slept i rotan myself to test the stroke. Shit!!! Painful. No wonder he cry. Need to be a bit lenient to him. But i dunno how to teach him. I need to force him to do the latihans. I've bought him alot of exercise books. If i didnt say anything then he wont do. Is there any idea to solve this problem? Sometimes i feel fed up and just want to let him do whatever he wants. Why should i bother. Then i feel bad for thinking like that. Maybe i will find a tuition class for him. It might make him dicipline. Whatever it is i wont take the rotan again. If there is fate that he would be a big shot then it will happen regardless to my caning or not.
If i had my own child, he or she might be 6 this year. Would i resort to caning in order to dicipline them? Hmmmm i dunno. My mum used to whack us with whatever object she have handy that time. Broom, cane, feather duster, water hose and buckets. I have experince in all this.:) i dunt want to use this old method in my life. So no more caning.


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Free flash

Wow! Amazing. Found this free app in appstore. Really good. C for yourself.

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Sad.......

Feeling very sad and down. Maybe due to pms. Listening to my mp3 now. No mood to read. A bit hungry but malas nak makan. No mood to cry too.




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