Emptiness

After finished my course I feel like no purpose or aim in my life. Feel empty. Wish I can continue my studies. Today went to an interview at JB town. It last only 3 minutes. She never even touch my certs. Asked me few q'tions then took my cv. Then told me will send results via Jobstreet. Was dissapointed. Felt like is this real interview or a scam. My confidence level is very low aft the interview. Couldn't sleep now. I hope something good will happen in my life. Took a decision today. Will try for one more month then will try my luck in retail or sales. I wont have personal time or life if I enter retail. Then thought it's okay as long as I get paid and I dnt have the invalid feelings. Other than that there is nothing to update. I am doing the same things everyday. Help my mum in house chores, applying jobs, log in to FB to search frens to chat( feel lonely lah thats why), check my hotmail and bloghopping, teach the boy from 7 to 9 while surfing, listen to mu mum's story regarding her KBS dramas, feed hubby when ge is back, then sit in front of pc again for apply job. New edition in my routine is playing 'Angry Birds' in my Iphone. Simply addicted. Sometimes I do watch Chef At Home in AFC channel. Its not because I like to cook,its because I like the Chef. Hehehe. Dunnolah I kind of attracted to him. Not because he is good looking but the way he move around and handle the ingredients capture my heart. Hopefully my hubby wont read this post.

P. S - sorrylah typing witout my spec. May have typo. Pls forgive me.


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